A little solitude, is all I ask
Yet it is not in loneliness I seek to bask.
Cheer and company I would desire
Yet it's hard when your hopes are afire.
So this wall I do erect,
Of apathy, yet,
Under this mask
All I ask
Is not for solitude but for
Someone to care.
-Attention seeking, that's the word that summaries this piece perfectly. It's a sad, horrid part of me that I do not like much, but I've accepted is part of my psyche (and needs to be purged). No one likes an attention seeking maniac, and hence I do try and control, yet my control is not absolute, and it does slip. Often.
Yet it is not in loneliness I seek to bask.
Cheer and company I would desire
Yet it's hard when your hopes are afire.
So this wall I do erect,
Of apathy, yet,
Under this mask
All I ask
Is not for solitude but for
Someone to care.
-Attention seeking, that's the word that summaries this piece perfectly. It's a sad, horrid part of me that I do not like much, but I've accepted is part of my psyche (and needs to be purged). No one likes an attention seeking maniac, and hence I do try and control, yet my control is not absolute, and it does slip. Often.
